Confessions

I finally understand it. Although, I need to try it out first before I can believe it. But my mind is very faithful with the idea of the secret - the law of attraction. I just watched a very philosophical documentary about the law of attraction. I am starting to think that I was probably led to watch it because I wanted some change, an improved change in my life. And there it is, on my doorstep, waving at me. I couldn't help but be felt inspired. Yes, it was indeed that good. These are some of the quotes that I noted down from the course of watching the documentary that I picked up to have great values. Of course, there was more of them but my mind could only pick up so much and I am planning to watch it again at some point in the future to prevent tediousness of mind. Here they are: Treat yourself how you want to be treated and love yourself until you're so full you overfill so that goes to others. You create your own reality. Energy and God are related. They can't be crea...

Okay... me posting these videos all the time makes my blog seem like a Music Video reviewing site but its just a blog lol. But I have another song that really touched my heart and here it is. I really love this song... I didn't quite when I first heard it but I just grew into it... probably coz I heard Kelly singing it... She had a really sweet voice. If you're wondering what this song is called then it is "Travellin' Soldier" by "Dixie Chicks". Funny how I thought this band was another Sugababes alike band... turns out its not and they are 1000 times better. The lyrics is more amazing than anything else. I mean its just a simple two people falling in love with each other thing and the guy dies at the end.. but there is this little extra.. and that makes it the extraordinary song that it is. Anyway, lets talk about what I've been upto. I've finally finished my Cities project final piece. Well, I like to believe so anyway.. And I really need to ge...

Just ran past this great song/video and I just couldn't help but post it here... Its the remix of "Monster Hospital" by Metic. How I love it... Heard it on the radio earlier on and fell in love with it straight away. Don't have to much to say at all except all that time was wasted... all that time I had available to complete my work... I just let it slip away... can't I have it back? Can't I wake up tomorrow and can't it be Sunday morning? How I wish it could be that.... I'm so tired.. I'd write more if I had actually done much... I'm so tired of doing nothing so I will go to sleep and get recharged for that school tomorrow.. I feel as though I haven't done something that I should have... its weird... Well anyway.. bye.

Woah that was some weird dream... don't know what I was running from but it was definitely something... I was carrying some sort of tile and I was running with it under my arms. I was about to go down the elevator but it close and I had to take the stairs downstairs which was a one person stairs, meaning only one person could go down the stairs at a time. Don't ask me how coz it was just a dream. And well.. I managed to escape from whatever was chasing me... I even know why the thing was chasing me... If he managed to retrieve the tile, he would swing it at me and kill me... although it started when I swung the tile at him in the first place and barely missed him... he swung it back at me and I took hold of the tile and started running... I think the dream is a result of me watching the preview of Hannibal the Cannibal last night... it was pretty weird... how can anyone eat another person... its just inhumane.... but then again, so are most things in the world. Anyway, snapping...

Okay... furious... no.. angry... or am I? I don't know... confused? Thats probably it. I don't know what I am confused about. It was all going so well... but why did it all have to just stoop just like that... What was the cause? Please!! Someone help me figure this out... I can't even think that was... maybe its coz my head's itchy coz I haven't had shower for a while... I do feel I really need a haircut... as it just gets worse by the day... Man... can't help but mention this song playing in the background... Here (In Your Arms) by Hellogoodbye.... And there I go, I'm watching it again... its a great song... but I used to have different views about it before I watched the video... its really the video that makes a song great or not coz it tells you what the meaning is behind the song... and the artist is pretty much just confirming it in the video... Well, thats my view anyway... Both yesterday and today were quite crap because I didn't get what I want...

Okay what are these banks upto? They don't even show the balance correctly... why does my day have to start off with a rush nowadays... and today, I have the bank to blame for it... Why? Because I thought I had balance in my account as it showed 39.00 on the online banking page... So I was all please but at the same time, confused because I couldn't think of where it could have come from. I rushed to the cash point... and entered the pin... had my train in 5 minutes... waited... pressed Withdraw Cash... £10.00... and it tells me I have insufficient funds on my account... I was like what the fuck! It was clean and clearly displayed there was 39.00 and I thought I noticed a D next to those digits... Then I realized I was debited by the bank... I mean... seriously... if I am in debt, shouldn't it be better indicated? I mean... its a debt for fuck's sake... what if I never realized and I was started getting charged... Ugh... other than that, another productive day... please...